Tell Me You Love Me

 love, lust, manipulation, what I want, words, writing  11 Responses »
Sep 062011
 
Tell Me You Love Me

I just realized, just this moment, that there is a phrase I utter in my fantasies, in my mind, all the time, that I can hear echoing in my head as the prelude to almost any self-arousal, and as an essential part of any masturbation, but I have never uttered it during phone sex: tell me you love me Late at night, when I start getting sleepy and snuggly, and I take a deep breath and listen to my body, those words echo through my mind before I know where they will lead, but they set the stage. tell me you love me I worry about being manipulative, even though I know sometimes I am, by the nature of the business. But I have lines [read more...]

What I Want: Lust for Me

 favorite stories, lust, phone sex, what I want  No Responses »
Oct 032010
 

Welcome to the third episode in the narcissistic “What I Want” series. First, honesty. Second, a vivid imagination. Third, today’s installment: Lust for Me. I mean, as long as I’m being narcissistic, I might as well go all out, right? This week I’ve had fewer calls (as expected after so much time off Sept 16-25), but some calls I’ve gotten have been lovely, luscious, lingering, longer conversations, which I have enjoyed tremendously. I do limit certain types of intense calls to just an hour, as I explained in this blog post, but the ones this week have had periods of intensity mixed with meandering relaxation, so I’ve managed to keep afloat and keep going quite happily. I thought about these enjoyable calls, and how to [read more...]

What I Want: Vivid Imagination

 favorite stories, my lusts, phone sex, role play, what I want  2 Responses »
Sep 122010
 

“I was right there” – one of my favorite things to hear The first thing I want from callers is honesty. After honesty, there’s a bundle of things I want. I’ll eventually write about them all, I’m sure: smart, articulate, fun, safe, and today’s topic: in possession of a vivid imagination. If I’m thinking about something, imagining myself elsewhere, building a pretend world, I can almost feel it. I have opened my eyes and been a little surprised that I’m still in my guest bedroom during calls, because I was so engrossed in a play space. I’ve felt that same impulse from partners during phone calls, and it’s delectable. It happens most frequently during guided masturbation, where I’m telling the caller how to stroke himself. [read more...]

What I Want: Honesty

 favorite posts, honesty, my lusts, phone sex, what I want  No Responses »
Aug 272010
 

My “Butt Slut” asked me some thought-provoking questions when we were getting to know each other, figuring out if I was the right Mistress for him. The most helpful to me were, “What do you want out of a submissive / client / caller?” and “What kind of person do you hope shows up for you?” The answers, of course, are interlaced. What I want, first and foremost, is honesty. I don’t care what you tell me or what you withhold, but I want to feel the honesty in what you do share. When you tell me what turns you on and what you want from me, I want to hear your breath catch, your voice intensify. When I ask if I’m pleasing you, don’t [read more...]