Tell Me You Love Me

 love, lust, manipulation, what I want, words, writing  11 Responses »
Sep 062011
 
Tell Me You Love Me

I just realized, just this moment, that there is a phrase I utter in my fantasies, in my mind, all the time, that I can hear echoing in my head as the prelude to almost any self-arousal, and as an essential part of any masturbation, but I have never uttered it during phone sex: tell me you love me Late at night, when I start getting sleepy and snuggly, and I take a deep breath and listen to my body, those words echo through my mind before I know where they will lead, but they set the stage. tell me you love me I worry about being manipulative, even though I know sometimes I am, by the nature of the business. But I have lines [read more...]

Words, Lies, and Sighs

 lust, phone sex, role play  No Responses »
Jan 272011
 

“The words you choose, they way they tumble out of your mouth, I can feel them hitting me, and they feel like truth.” – a phone sex caller “Words are what we make up, but those sighs, those are the truth.” – another phone sex caller, a few days later Yes. Seriously, I have the best job in the world. Not only do I get paid to masturbate while relishing someone else’s sexual energy, usually several times per day, but also, in post-coital pillow talk, sometimes people say the most interesting things. (Physical + Mental + Emotional) * Stimulation = Win Oh yeah, I just turned something intensely sexy into algebra. Wow. I can’t decide whether to feel mortified or victorious. But back to the [read more...]

It’ll Seem Less Crazy When Your Balls Fill Back Up

 lust, orgasm, phone sex  2 Responses »
Jan 192011
 

Late last night, I told a quivering, panting caller, “Don’t worry, love, it will all seem much less crazy when your balls fill back up.” I could hear it in the way he was gasping, “Oh my God…” that his rational mind was trying to come to terms with what his animal urges had driven him to do moments before. It wasn’t anything immoral, just something he did not find sexy at all when his brain isn’t drowning in a flood of lusty sex hormones. When your balls are full, all kinds of things sound sexy. It’s as if the semen is seeping up into your thoughts, making everything you see wiggle and squirm and potentially give pleasure. Who knows? It might feel great to [read more...]

How to Explore Lust Landscapes in Three Minutes or Less

 lust, my way, phone sex, topping  No Responses »
Dec 062010
 

Several of my earliest blog posts mentioned lust landscapes, especially The Best Thing So Far, and this quote from a later blog post:: I believe that any two people who are willing to engage emotionally have the ability to create a unique space together. Person X has a lust landscape with 50 things in it. I have a lust landscape with 50 things in it. Our 15 things that overlap become our playground, with unique features, unique possibilities, and a unique feel. I love creating and exploring those playgrounds. I’m feeling the urge to elaborate. Those explain the concept, but today I want to explain practically how to quickly find mutual ground on each other’s lust landscapes with the pressure of limited time. Deciders/Scripters: Some [read more...]

Sleep-Rate Experiment: Success!

 lust, phone sex, teasing  2 Responses »
Nov 282010
 

Last night I had a fantastic long call – over two hours – on my sleep-rate (as explained here). I would have completely missed the call if I had just logged out for the night. So I will continue the sleep-rate experiment for the foreseeable future, since my life allows for me to sleep later in the morning, or take a nap during the afternoon,  if I’ve been awake from about 4:45 am – 7:00 am. Considering I didn’t get to sleep until about 1:00 am, it means my sleep pattern is now seriously unorthodox. If I have something I’m resting up for, or if I’m starting to feel sleep-deprived, I’ll take a night off and not think twice about it. Health first. But if [read more...]

Welcome Back Indeed!

 lust, phone sex, quickie, teasing  2 Responses »
Oct 262010
 

I had an awesome welcome back day after my three days off: I logged in to an email from a guy I talked with for the first time last week, which said “Sorry I hung up last night.  Listening to you being naughty caused an incapacitating orgasm on my end that I was unprepared for.  Thanks for one of the best calls ever.” Who gets giddy every time she thinks of the phrase “incapacitating orgasm”? I do!  I had four nice long luxurious calls today: two with new friends and two with “old” friends (although I’m older than they are, and I’ve only been doing this for 3 months…), which were varied and original and fascinating. But one of the long calls (a new caller [read more...]

Corrupting Newbies

 lust, phone sex, power, stockings  2 Responses »
Oct 202010
 

I might have just done a bad thing. He said I’m his 3rd phone sex call ever, that the first was probably a man, the second seemed strung out or drunk, but that he likes curvy, shorter, older women… so he “is probably in trouble” with me. He likes women in nylons. I asked if he wanted to kneel in front of me, where he could see what kind of panties I may or may not be wearing, and have me rub my hose-clad feet up his thighs, over his belly, onto his chest, and feed my toes into his mouth. His “yes”es sounded sincere, and maybe a little pained. Or if he’s ever had a woman press the soles of her stockinged feet together [read more...]

Teased Until Greedy

 lust, phone sex, subbing, teasing  No Responses »
Oct 182010
 

Well, tonight I seem to have lost my damn mind. I had a series of calls… And you know what? Good for me – any problem that starts with “I had a series of calls” is a good problem to have. But… I had a series of calls where the caller either wanted to be teased, wanted to tease me, or wanted to talk about sexy things. But did not want to have sex. Or wanted to, but didn’t make it there before they came. Like 5 of them in a row. When I was on the phone with the last one, I got an email from a switch saying he’d stick around a while to see if I got un-busy, but did I want [read more...]

What I Want: Lust for Me

 favorite stories, lust, phone sex, what I want  No Responses »
Oct 032010
 

Welcome to the third episode in the narcissistic “What I Want” series. First, honesty. Second, a vivid imagination. Third, today’s installment: Lust for Me. I mean, as long as I’m being narcissistic, I might as well go all out, right? This week I’ve had fewer calls (as expected after so much time off Sept 16-25), but some calls I’ve gotten have been lovely, luscious, lingering, longer conversations, which I have enjoyed tremendously. I do limit certain types of intense calls to just an hour, as I explained in this blog post, but the ones this week have had periods of intensity mixed with meandering relaxation, so I’ve managed to keep afloat and keep going quite happily. I thought about these enjoyable calls, and how to [read more...]

Law Of Attraction

 lust, orgasm, phone sex  No Responses »
Sep 282010
 

All day Monday, my first “full” day back after so much time away, I talked with a few old faithfuls for 10-15 minutes apiece  (thanks, guys!), but I also had an unusual number of new callers with either the wrong number (a frustratingly common system glitch lately… they’re working on it), or 3-4 minute conversations which had nothing whatsoever to do with me – the paint by numbers of phone sex, where my job is clearly to follow a script. I knew it might take a few days to pick up steam again. In theory, I was ready for that. In reality, I was a little bored. So on a whim and a prayer, I tweeted, “Smart fun creative sex-loving #phonesex op in search of like-minded [read more...]

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